tingsoon

Fucking pissed off.

Time to go watch running man.

Time to revive this journal.

erm i just came back from bandung, it's in indonesia if you do nt know. terrible shopping over there it's full of fakes.

ok bye.

i hate ppl who talk behind other ppl's back, laughing at them. these ppl are losers!

i don wan to mention names, but his name is william.

haiz. the world is full of evil.

my bunk mate introduced this korean mv to me.
although i am not a fan of korean songs and i don understand korean, i felt that this mv was quite a good one.
watch it and you will know why.


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It feels so scary when out of a sudden there is no aim in my life.

Firstly, i need to be mentally stronger. i think of giving up too easily. i need to be more determined to do things, but i can't seem to do so. But i'll try.

Secondly, i need to learn not to be too impatient into deciding things, instead i need to find out other possible solutions before making a decision. fail to plan, plan to fail. when i am 21 years i going to start my investment journey using my own pocket money so i can't afford to make unwise decisions. i need to start to think of alternative solutions whenever i come across a problem or situation that i need to resolve.

i've failed quite a lot my life, i can't afford to fail anymore.

failure is nt an option for me, anymore.


i think all i need is to make use of the 2 years in army to reflect and think abt my future that lies ahead. i can't afford to be the same happy go lucky Ang Ting Soon anymore. the world is changing. i can't wait for the world to change. i have to change too. life is not as simple as we all think....


if nt i just gonna break her heart apart.  ):

the title speaks it all.

It's feels so good to have such good friends, makes my world a better place. How i wish if i got more weekends available......

I need more of todays.

Since i am issued a laptop and i have some free time, i shall blog about my feelings now.

I realised that in life many things won't work in the way you wished it to be so, and the only way to get through it is to 'suck thumb' and try to accept the fact. Since i'm in SCS pro term now, i'll try to get my third sergent rank, even though i have to go through numerous field camps, outfield trainings and even my taiwan overseas training. It doesn't make sense to give up and fall out now just because the trainngs ahead are physically and mentally tough. I've thought of giving up and trying to get myself to 'out-of-course', but when i think back to see how much i went through during BMT and BSLC, it feels stupid to give up when i'm just 150m away from a 400m race.

Yea so yea, it's time. It's time to grow up. This is it. This is the world. This is the fact. This is the time to make decisons. This is the time to learn how to make these decisions. This is the way of life. This is the perfect time to be mature. This is the time to be an adult, not a teenager anymore.

I think I've grown up, finally.

Hi guys!

it has been a very long time since i last came to this blog. i really think i need to start blogging soon or else this livejournal would be dead.

ok 15 mins more to my  5km endurance run.

hell starts in an approximately 14mins and 45 seconds later.

3 cheers to ASLC. hip hip horray.